MISERABLE AT BEST

When things are bad, we seek comfort in the thought that they could only get worse, and when they are, we find hope in the thought that when things are so bad, they have to get better.


So when will things get better? When will I get better?

"People are unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered. Love them anyway. If you do good, people may accuse you of selfish motives. Do good anyway. If you are successful, you may win false friends and true enemies. Succeed anyway. The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway. Honesty and transparency make you vulnerable. Be honest and transparent anyway. What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight. Build anyway. People who really want help may attack you if you help them. Help them anyway. Give the world the best you have and you may get hurt. Give the world your best anyway."

eletheowl

"I am me, that’s all I can be. No more, no less, don’t second guess. I laugh, I love, I live, I cry and sometimes I wish that I would die. Somedays I’m funny, others I’m not. Sometimes I’m in overdrive and I can’t stop. You may not like me, thats okay. Because this is me and how I’ll stay."

Christina Aguilera - Walk Away

What do you do?
When you know something's bad for you
And you still can't let go

I was naive, your love was like candy
Artificially sweet, I was deceived by the wrapping
Got caught in your web and I learned how to bleed
I was prey in your bed and devoured completely

Ohh, and it hurts my soul 'cause I can't let go
All these walls are caving in, I can't stop my suffering
I hate to show that I lost control
'Cause I, I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need
To walk away from
Yea yea
(I need to get away from you)
(Need to walk away from you)
(Get away, walk away, walk away)

I should have known that I was used for amusement
(For amusement, ah)
Couldn't see through the smoke
It was all an illusion
Now, I've been licking my wounds
(Licking my wounds)
But the venom seems deeper
(Deeper, deeper)
We both can seduce, but darling you hold me prisoner
(Prisoner)

Ohh, I'm about to break, I can't stop this ache
I'm addicted to your allure, and I'm fiending for a cure
Ohh, every step I take leads to one mistake
I keep going right back to the one thing that I need
Oh, I can't mend this torn state I'm in
Getting nothing in return, what did I do to deserve?
The pain of this slow burn, and everywhere I turn
I keep going right back to the one thing that I need
To walk away from
Yea, yea
(I need to get away from you, need to walk away from you)

Every time I try to grasp for air
I am smothered in despair
It's never over, over, ohh ohh
It seems I'll never wake from this nightmare
I let out a silent prayer
Let it be over, over, ooh
Ohh, inside I'm screaming, begging, pleading no more
(Ooh ooh)
Now what to do, my heart ache's been bruised
So sad but it's true, each beat reminds me of you

Ohh, it hurts my soul, 'cause I can't let go
All these walls are caving in, I can't stop my suffering
I hate to show that I've lost control
'Cause I, I keep going right back to the one thing that I need
Oh, I'm about to break and I can't stop this ache
I'm addicted to your allure, and I'm fiending for a cure
Every step I take leads to one mistake
I keep going right back to the one thing that I need
Oh, I can't mend this torn state I'm in
Getting nothing in return, what did I do to deserve?
The pain of this moment
And everywhere I turn, I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need
To walk away from
Yea aaa

ALL GROWN UP

"you know you’re all grown up when you’ve reached that point where you’re past caring if other people care too. you just plough through and do what you have to do whether or not you have support. you take one step forward and fall two steps back, fall flat on your face, get up, dust yourself off, take a deep breath and move again. you don’t care that others think you’re completely whack. you do everything in your power to right the wrongs you can. all you care about is what you think about yourself. your opinion of you is all that matters. you just want to be proud of yourself. you just want to be able to look at yourself in the mirror and not cringe. you want to be happy with who you are. you want to be able to live with yourself. you know you’re all grown up, baby."

penguinprostitution


Sometimes it just hurts too much to care. At the end of the day, you came to realise that noone actually gives a goddamn shit about how you feel. It's time to care for myself now. I'll only care for the one who deserves it.

LOVE EVERYTHING, YSL HEELS ESP.

PS: I'm blogging from work btw, how daringgggg!!!

Dear friends,

I'm too busy(or lazy) to blog/FB/MSN. I'm most active on Twitter now. Find me in tweetyland. Fret not, I'm not abandoning this space yet.


Love,
xdenisechan

"I'm the girl who is lost in space, the girl who is disappearing always, forever fading away and receding farther and farther into the background. Just like the Cheshire cat, someday I will suddenly leave, but the artificial warmth of my smile, that phony, clownish curve, the kind you see on miserably sad people and villains in Disney movies, will remain behind as an ironic remnant. I am the girl you see in the photograph from some party someplace or some picnic in the park, the one who is in fact soon to be gone. When you look at the picture again, I want to assure you, I will no longer be there. I will be erased from history, like a traitor in the Soviet Union. Because with every day that goes by, I feel myself becoming more and more invisible..."
— Elizabeth Wurtzel (Prozac Nation)

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"I am a fashion person, and fashion is not only about clothes — it’s about all kinds of change." — Karl Lagerfeld

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LOVE EVERYTHING !!!